Once again I am contemplating dangerous thoughts of quitting this job and going home. I hope I am just feeling down and this heaviness will leave soon before I do something drastic that I might later regret. But then it is just too easy to succumb to your weaknesses at umuwi sa magulang mo na parang asong bahag ang buntot. Ano ba talagang weakness ang tinutukoy ko? Wala lang…minsan nalulungkot at napapagod lang akong mag-isa…I want a taste once again of my parents’ spoiling care…I just wanna be around a normal family that Raine too can grow into. Yun lang!