I can’t remember how many times I decide on one thing, do the preliminaries and then later, when my excitement and interest have waned a bit, I don’t follow up anymore.

Like when how many times I completed an EOI form at the NZ Immigration website. I always submit but never paid it. If I don’t pay the process, my EOI (expression of interest) will never get to the pool and be considered to be invited to migrate in kiwi land.

Just one of the many plans I started to pursue but never gotten round to finishing the task.

When I was still working in LB, I always said that I will take the opportunity to take an MS. I must have applied at the Graduate School several times. But when I finally got to enroll, Raine came.

I was pregnant when I took my first graduate school subject. Then, my priorities changed, I didn’t enroll the next semester. Three years later, we left.

There was always something that distracted me, thereby preventing me from pursuing anything that I started working on.

But mind you, this is only in my personal life. I have never been disorganized when I was working. I just used to have a messy table in the office, but that’s it.

Now that I have been working at home for almost two years now. I have certainly been thinking about another job (a regular job), an MS and stuff. But that’s just it. Just thinking. I do nothing to pursue one. Maybe because I am just happy doing what I do right now.

Anyways, If I am going to have a higher degree, it sure would not be about Chemistry or any other science course. It may not be a degree of sorts actually, just some training or short course or something.

That’s why I have been checking out the UP Open University website and was looking for something to add to what I do at home. I became interested in the Introduction to eCommerce short course, I enrolled but didn’t pay (again!).

See, I’m still that confused and still do not finish what I started. Or maybe I just become a netrepreneur or sell something online? I still do not know what to sell but I should know how to put a shopping cart in this blog, right?

The maybe I should take up that e-commerce course so that I will learn all about e-commerce software and shopping software and all that stuff.

That is if I decide to pursue this endeavor and really continue on it and not leave everything hanging in the middle of it all.